Form of torture or something I should just accept?
Posted September 29th, 2007 at 16:45 by fogish
Updated September 29th, 2007 at 19:46 by fogish (My sentence structure is so easy to follow...)
Updated September 29th, 2007 at 19:46 by fogish (My sentence structure is so easy to follow...)
There is nothing quite like having a seizure. I have started again and nothing takes the wind out of my sails as effectively. The only silver lining on this cloud is that it is close to the end of the diving season for people who I have dove with so I will have time to finally get my medication and lifestyle figured out and stop them again. I really wanted to do some ice diving this winter but only a miracle will allow that now.
I guess I really just want to vent about it. Having them is like a one-two punch: Anxiety and fear from the seizure itself, then followed up by Depression. Getting in the water and diving gets rid of my depression but I can't safely dive when I have been having seizures. Also there are very few people who will dive with me knowing I have a history of seizures. It's not in my nature, but maybe this is something I should consider giving up.
I guess I really just want to vent about it. Having them is like a one-two punch: Anxiety and fear from the seizure itself, then followed up by Depression. Getting in the water and diving gets rid of my depression but I can't safely dive when I have been having seizures. Also there are very few people who will dive with me knowing I have a history of seizures. It's not in my nature, but maybe this is something I should consider giving up.
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you should never give up something you love!
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Posted May 3rd, 2008 at 05:16 by okamotoa
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